I do not know what is really wrong, but something is wrong between us.
I need to know what that is in order to try to fix it. I really can not accept that the whole relationship is wrong. Maybe it is just me?. Yea, it is probably that.
Sometimes I think that, because I hate it when she says that she misses me or that she likes me.
I do not want to hear it, I do not need to know it. I trust she does.
I also dislike it when she texts or calls all the time, I personally hate cellphones.
I do not really like that kind of interaction with anyone... I am just like that. haha
However; I like occasional E-mails, letters, catching up with the latest and still enjoying it :D!
Just like distancing never happened.
She does not want any of that, she has to text or call me.
and you would not believe it, but I made up calling policies jkadjasldhasd xd! It's ridiculous, but it's the only way I do not feel controled. :D!
And I've told her, this is not the ''normal'' relationship most people have, but we can make it work. :D!
For now, I think we keep it the way we have so far, some improvements, but I think we are doing alright.
I can not stop thinking about this something that I know is really wrong.... anyway.
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